Unexpected free time during a perfectly planned but busy day.

I am a huge fan of lists, thanks to the fact that I am an extremly busy person. I tend to plan my days perfectly, so I don't forget something or cause something to explode.



I have work from 9:00am-1pm, then I go chill in the library until 1:40. At that time I go to my Environmental Science class from 2:00pm-3:50pm, and have my radio show from 4:00pm to 6:00pm.

MY BALANCE WAS BROKEN TODAY.



So my science class broke the space-time continuum and went painfully slow. Then suddenly the professor was like AND WE'RE DONE. I always keep track of time - causing me to go "wha?"

It was 3:30.

What the hell was I supposed to do from 3:30-3:50? It's not enough time to do anything I needed. It's not enough time to do anything I really don't need to do but want to.

So I started falling into a void of my own possibilities.



It was terrifying. I was legitimately confused and unsure of where to go. I think I was scaring people.



Now that I am in the safe-zone of being busy - I feel safe, secure, and relaxed.

I knew this was an insanely busy semester for me...but apparently I've broken myself on the concept of 'free time'.

I find this disturbing.